Hidden Feelings

My friend, I have a confession to make
This time, I hope you get me right
Let me explicate before judging me to be fake
This, I had to do, with all my courage’s might

Promise me, after this
Nothing’s gonna change
Don’t ask, just please promise…
For the sake of my mind’s peace

I heard you say I never lied
Through everything I had defied
There are chances when you look at me
I feel like I want to hide and break free
But then I linger and try to smile
I suppress an urge to cry out loud
I want to say it before I breakdown
Before I become too proud

How do I say I have feelings to a friend?Would I look too naïve?
I’m just so messed up
I don’t want to pretend
Don’t let me see your face
Loving you is another case
I want this divulged
Then, I go on
Live on without you in my head
Stop staring; I know I’m going red!!!



4 : MV
Fm : Antigone